[26 Dec 2009|06:50pm] kofi i needed a good joke so i came back to this journal. it was everything i hoped for. when i left this journal i was shy, whiny, dependent, people-stupid, introverted, insecure, fat, constantly biting my nails, neurotic, poorly dressed, crazy, paranoid, and generally had a lot of mental problems that were caused by circumstance and my own fault. today i've accepted and know what i am. i'm independent, live by myself, throw money away for whatever cause i feel is fit, have two pets, and write as an extrovert -- sociable, talkative, 50lbs lighter, have lovely real nails, am unrepentant, changed my lifestyle habits, am well-dressed, a two-faced hypocrite who is honest about it, on medication for ADD and anxiety, and have developed an aggressive attitude toward people who stubbornly behave the way i used to behave. i'm not a good person and i don't feel i need to be. i'm pretty happy about me. this is posted here since i feel this journal needs some positivity after all it's been through. Wishful Thinking ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lost in the dreams of our Fathers

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